My Spiritual Growth
After I came back to US, I continued to seek Elohim and know Him personally. I continued praying, studying and reading the Scriptures daily. At the end of the year 2011, I finished reading the Bible for the first time in my life. HalleluYah! Then I was led to the thought that I might need to get baptized again in water, for as I said early, my previous water baptism in 2006 was done without me knowing what repentance meant at that time, though I had repented of my sins known to me then. But it was not complete repentance for I didn’t know all the sins I had committed then, especially I didn’t understand the definition of sins in detail. Therefore right after my first baptism, I continued my sinful lifestyle without realizing it. In order to have a clean conscience before Elohim, I really felt the need to get baptized again in water. After I talked to my previous pastor about this matter. He agreed that I needed to get baptized again. I truly thank Elohim for my previous pastor who was so kind and had been praying for me and helping me spiritually all those dark days of my life.
My Second Water Baptism
Praise Elohim! At the end of 2011, my husband, my son and I went to a Pentecostal church in US in the city where we lived and we all got re-baptized in the name of Jesus there after true repentance. This time I made sure that I sincerely truly repented of all my sins before I got immersed in the water. And I confessed with my mouth and believed in my heart that Messiah 
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(commonly pronounced as Yahushua/Y’shua/Yeshua/Jesus) is the only son of Elohim and the Only way to Elohim. He had died on the Stake/Cross for my sins, and for the sins of the world, and raised again from the dead by 
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/YHWH (commonly pronounced as “Yahuwah/Yahuah/Yehovah/Yahuweh/Yahweh”) Elohim the Father on the third day. He had ascended to the heavens/shamayim, sitting at the right hand of the Father and He is dwelling inside my heart as well. I thank Him to dwell inside of me. Elohim is in me. Messiah 
is in me. HalleluYAH! How blessed I am!
A couple of months later, my son got baptized with the Holy Spirit/Ruach ha’Qodesh and spoke in tongues. HalleluYah! Water Baptism is very important. So is Holy Spirit Baptism. As I said earlier, I believe I had been baptized/immersed of the Holy Spirit/Ruach ha’Qodesh by Master and I had been speaking in tongues. Especially I knew from my experiences that it is the Ruach ha’Qodesh who has been leading me to the Truth. Messiah is the Truth and He has set me Free. HalleluYah! According to the Scripture, speaking in tongues is evidence for having the Ruach ha’Qodesh/the Holy Spirit. I was so thankful for Elohim’s salvation for my husband, my son and me. I am thankful always for He has saved a wrench like me, an undeserved sinner and for He has saved my husband and my son also.
After that confession and baptism, I really felt greater peace and joy come upon me and I believed that I had found Elohim. And I believe with full assurance that my son and I, we were totally saved, having everlasting life through Messiah and protected by Elohim. HalleluYah!
This was the day of my salvation, my son’s and my husband’s salvation, the day I truly rejoiced! I really thank King 
for His great sacrifice for my son, my husband and me. I thanked Him for His death on our places so we now can share His Everlasting Life. HalleluYah! I can never thank Him enough. What amazing love is this! He has suffered a horrific death and torment in order to give my son, my family and me, and the whole world complete salvation, complete wholeness in our spirit, soul and body – the Everlasting life, the Complete Victory over Death and over all the works of the Devil!
Master has given us the precious spiritual weapons – His Precious Word, His Great Name, His Mighty Power, His Precious Blood, His authority to protect us from all the works of the Devil while we are in this world. I truly thank Elohim and Master 
the Messiah for giving my son and me His Ruach ha’Qodesh/Holy Spirit and for His choosing our bodies to dwell to be with us, guarding us, and using us to bless and love others and to do His wonders through us – His Body, His Bride. I feel so honored to be His Bride, His Body, His disciple – His believer, His Vessel, His ambassador, His solider! I feel so honored to be a child of Elohim and to be a citizen of the Kingdom of Heaven/Shamayim!
I got saved by faith, through Elohim’s Grace/Favor, through Messiah 
’s Sacrifice, not through my works. I haven’t done any good works, and all my past was full of sin. BUT I GOT SAVED TO DO GOOD WORKS! I got saved to work for Elohim and Master to bring glory/esteem to Him. I’m His Body, His Bride and He is my Head, my King, my Savior, and my Spiritual Husband. As I walk in the light, the blood of Messiah will cleanse me and sanctify me continually!
Blessed be Elohim, my Creator, my Father. The Spirit that rose Messiah from the dead dwells in me so I can overcome the power of the sin of this world! Unlimited thanks to the grace/mercy of , the only one true Elohim, the Creator of the shamayim/heavens and earth and to the Lamb, our Master , the Messiah! Unending thanks to His great love, the precious blood of Messiah shed for us! Forever love, thanks and praise to my Savior and the Savior of the whole world – Elohim and King 
Messiah! HalleluYah!
There is a Christian song called “Amazing Love” which really tells how amazing His love for me has been. Here is the video on YouTube for the song. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avJ4lDnZWRU
Here is the lyrics:
Amazing Love (You Are My King) written by Billy James Foote
I’m forgiven, because you were forsaken. I’m accepted, you were condemned. I’m alive and well, your spirit is within me, because you died and rose again. Amazing love, how can it be that you my king would die for me? Amazing love, I know it’s true. It’s my joy to honor you. Amazing love, how can it be that you my king would die for me? Amazing love, I know it’s true. It’s my joy to honor you. In all I do I honor you.)
My Son and I Grew More Spiritually
Like a new born baby, I started growing each day spiritually from the day of our re-baptism at the end of the year of 2011. My son grew stronger spiritually with me. The Holy Spirit/Ruach ha’Qodesh has been our only Guide. (John 16:13) Our only teacher has been Elohim and Master ! The Scriptures/Bible has been our only Map!
All these years in the past, ever since my son got his first baptism at the age of 6, I have been guiding him spiritually, setting good examples for him, and share all my spiritual blessings and growth with him. My son has been growing stronger spiritually. I was pleased to see his spiritual growth, especially His zeal for Elohim and His Word! As it is written “Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it.” (Proverbs 22:6,NKJV) I always remember this commandment of Elohim regarding how to train up my son. Elohim not only cares about me, He also cares about my son. He even sent his messengers in my dream to fight spiritual warfare with me and they warned me to heed my son’s spiritual growth, making sure he would not go astray. This is one of my dream revelations. You can find more dream revelations on this website.
Until this day, my son is still staying strong in Elohim. And he knows this warning too, for I have shared with him. HalleluYah! I really appreciate Elohim’s love for my son and me! I believe Elohim will get hold of my son always and will not let him go astray, for He is trustworthy and He truly cares and loves us! HalleluYah! Praise Elohim!
My Son is Truly a Precious Gift and Blessing from Elohim to Me
My beloved only son is truly a gift and a blessing from Elohim to me! Ever since he was in my womb, Elohim has been guarding him and keeps him safe. In fact, my son had miraculously survived my 2 previous attempted abortion before he was born. Yes, it was miraculous! The first time it happened when I was four or five-week pregnant. Because at that time I was not a sincere believer of Messiah , I didn’t know abortion was sin and I was very ignorant and selfish. I didn’t know abortion was like killing the baby. Seriously, I didn’t know that much, for I never received education regarding this subject. It sounds so weird, but it’s true. I thought if I didn’t get abortion done, then “the thing” in my body would become a baby. I planned to get abortion done as soon as I found out that I was pregnant, because I was not ready for a baby then. The first thing I did was to get abortion medications. I was so determined to do that. I took the medication, waiting to see the result. After that, I even took a few mouthfuls of vinegar (for I was feeling nausea then) and I hit my belly a few times in order to help speeding up the elimination process. But two weeks after taking the medication, I found out nothing happened, the abortion attempt was not successful, because I took the wrong medication. I didn’t know I didn’t pick up the real abortion medication, instead I only picked up the anti-inflammatory medication. I didn’t know I had to get two kinds of medications from two different windows in the hospital. I actually didn’t know that all this happened because of Elohim’s protection for my son.
My second abortion attempt came after the first failed attempt. I was almost 60-day pregnant then. The doctor told me I couldn’t use medication to get abortion any more due to the length of pregnancy, and the only option left was surgery. Though I didn’t like surgery, for I never had any surgery done in my life before then, I still decided to get that surgery of abortion done, for I was only thinking of myself, my career, my success and my freedom then. After all prep works got done before the surgery, just before the surgery started, the surgeon asked me if that was my first pregnancy or not. I told him yes. So he told me that there was potential risks due to the abortion. He told me that If I got the abortion surgery, I might have possibility of not having any baby any more for the future. Therefore I needed to decide if I wanted him to start or not. After hearing this, thinking about the risk of having no more babies, I immediately got up from the surgery table, telling him that I wouldn’t want that surgery.
For though I wanted to get the abortion done, it didn’t mean that I didn’t want to have children in the future. I had planned to get the abortion done due to the fact that the pregnancy came unexpectedly and I was not ready for it especially at that time I was not even married. But I loved to have children and I loved to be a mother. Therefore, after considering the potential risks of the abortion surgery, I finally decided to keep the baby. My decision made my boyfriend and his family very happy. He told me that his father told him that our child was truly sent by Elohim.
Actually I forgot to mention that my boyfriend’s family then were very devoted Christians. I was sure they and their relatives had been praying for me over this abortion plan. For my then boyfriend (who later became my first husband) didn’t support me to get abortion. Therefore, he was very reluctant in taking me to the hospital to get the abortion medication at the first place. His attitude was also affecting me. If he was supportive, I would have got the right medication I believe. He left me at the hospital that day alone picking up the medication for he had to leave for work, so I got the wrong medication. But the second time, he was kind of supportive, I meant the surgery day. I believe he knew he couldn’t change my mind anyway. So after I walked out of the surgery room, he thought the surgery was done. He asked me, “All done?”, and I said to him, “No, I decided to keep the baby.” He was so happy to hear that. This was really good news for him and his family. He told his parents immediately. His parents really thanked Elohim for this miracle. I truly thank Elohim for this miracle also. Two miracles. It is because of Elohim’s supernatural protection for my son that my son has survived my two selfish abortion attempts. Halleluyah! Looking at my wonderful son, today, I was so glad that my abortion plans had failed. I am forever thankful for Elohim for giving my son to me, for preserving and protecting my son and saving him many times!
I actually have come to realize that my two previous failed abortion attempts were not only testimonies of Elohim’s love and protection for my son, but also testimonies of Elohim’s love and protection for me. For he knew what was the best for me before I could see and discover. After my mom passed away in 2004, if not for the sake of my son, I would have given up my life. Because at that time, I totally lost hope. I didn’t know Elohim and didn’t connect to Him. But Elohim knows me! I’m glad I didn’t get that abortion done, or else how much guilt and regret I would have today and how mush I would have missed today. My son has grown up into a wonderful young man, studying so well. I’m so proud of him! He has been rewarded with prestigious full-need scholarship of $260,000.00 to an excellent private Christianity university. This scholarship is another testimony of Elohim’s love for my son and me. Without this scholarship, my son would have a heavy student loan in order to go to this university. Without Elohim’s favor, my son would not have got this scholarship. My son agreed that this scholarship was really from Elohim! He is so thankful for Elohim’s kindness and love for us! Elohim is truly our provider. Now my son is determined to be medical doctor. He believes he will pray for the sick while physically treating the patients. In fact has already been praying for the sick while he was volunteering in the hospital. He told me that his role model is Messiah . And he will follow Him and learn to be selfless like Him! I’m so blessed to have a son who truly love Elohim and Master 
and His people!
I would have been so sad today if I had the abortion done successfully then. I would have never had a chance to see my wonderful son, to watch him grow up and to be with him and enjoy his company all these years. I praise Elohim for He has prevented me from experiencing the grief and guilt of abortion of my son by preventing my abortion attempts from being successful. I am so thankful for Elohim’s amazing love for my son and me!
Elohim’s next supernatural protection for my son happened at the delivery time. Not only He protected my son, Elohim also protected me! Praise 
our Elohim and Creator and Savior, the Most High! If not because of Elohim’s protection, both my son and I would have died in that difficult delivery process. Due to the umbilical cord wrapped up around my son’s waist, he couldn’t come out. After more than seventeen hours birth pangs, by the time the doctor told me they needed to give me the surgery, I was already lack of oxygen and strength. In fact I was so weak that I couldn’t even lift up my finger to sign the agreement they wanted me to sign. They had to help me by lifting my finger for getting the fingerprints on the agreement. Immediately they brought the oxygen tank, and gave me the oxygen. The birth pangs were unbearable. I was ready to end my life then because of the agony. I thank Elohim that, after the doctor gave me the anesthesia, the pain eased so much. The surgery went very smoothly. My baby came out safe and sound. As soon as I saw my baby, I forgot all my pain and suffering, only smile could be seen on my face. I was safe. My son was safe. HalleluYah, praise Elohim! I recovered very fast. My son was very healthy! He was tall, strong and handsome! I was so happy to see all this! I was so glad for my decision to keep my son by rejecting the abortion surgery. HalleluYah! I’m forever thankful for Elohim’s love and protection for my son and me!
The fourth time my son and I experienced Elohim’s protection was in late May 2012. Elohim delivered my son and me from a big accident. This happened actually right after we knew the truth about the Name of our Creator and Messiah. Late afternoon that day, our kitchen wall cabinet flew out of the wall suddenly. The cabinet was about 3.5 feet long and 2.5 feet wide and it was quite heavy, plus there were about 20 glass pickle jars full of pickled vegetables in it. So you can imagine how heavy that would be. Actually at that moment when it fell, that was the only moment I was not sitting in the front of the computer which the direction the cabinet fell towards. I believe if I had been sitting there when this happened, it would have broken my spine. But at that moment, I got up from my seat for just a couple of minutes, checking the labels of the spices near my cooking area. I wanted to know if I could find some labels which contained occult symbols. I really did find some. So my son went ahead helped me doing that also, then he opened the cabinet which contained the big glass pickle jars. As soon as he opened, immediately the cabinet fell from the wall. It was actually flying out of the wall toward where I was sitting a few minutes ago. It happened so fast. The glass jars were broken into pieces and some of them were flying towards my son. My son used his hand to protect his head from the glass jars. Immediately after this, I saw blood running down from my son’s head, I was so paranoid. I couldn’t stop crying, for I thought my son’s life was in danger. I called 911, for only my son I were at home then. I thought my son’s head was seriously injured by the broken glass jars flying towards him. But he calmed me down by telling me to take him to wash his hands, and he examined himself then told me that he was fine, only his hand got a cut. He told me not to worry. Though he was only 12 years old then, he behaved more mature than I in handling that situation. I was so proud of my son. After the paramedics arrived, they bandaged my son’s hand and calmed me down, then took us to the hospital. My son’s hand got a quite a long and deep cut but there was no any nerve and bone damage. For the place where he got his cut had more fatty tissue which protecting his nerves and bones from being damaged. If the cut just went a little deeper, it could affect his nerve and bones. But Elohim protected him, so he survived this horrific accident without big damage except a deep cut in one of his hands and a couples of bumps on his head. He got stitches and splints for a couple of weeks then recovered quickly. HalleluYah! I thank Elohim for his love and protection for my son and me! Today the scar on my son’s hand is the testimony of Elohim’s love and His protection for my son and me! I praise Elohim for His love and protection for us always and forever! HalleluYah!
These miraculous events are true testimonies of Elohim and He is love for us. These prove that Elohim is True, Messiah is True and the Scripture/Bible is True! These also prove that my son is a special gift from Elohim to me. I’m so blessed to be his mother. I’m forever thankful of Elohim for my son and for all the protection and love from Elohim to us!
Not only Elohim got hold of my son, He also got hold of me by using my son for he truly care about us both. Elohim had put my son in my life to get hold of me indirectly. Because of my love and responsibility for my son, I didn’t commit suicide after my mom passed away. Therefore, not only my son is a gift for Elohim to me, he is the Living Testimony of the Living Elohim! His miraculous birth experience is truly an amazing testimony of Elohim’s power, love and protection. Actually, Elohim cared about my husband also. That will be another testimony. The truth is that Elohim is Love. Elohim loves everyone!
“For one shall hardly die for a righteous one, though possibly for a good one someone would even have the courage to die. But Elohim proves His own love for us, in that while we were still sinners, Messiah died for us. Much more then, having now been declared right by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him.”(Romans 5:7-8, The Scriptures, ISR)
“For Elohim so loved the world that he gave His only brought-forth Son, so that everyone who believes in Him should not perish but possess everlasting life. For Elohim did not send His Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world through Him might be saved.” (Yohanan/John 3:16-17, The Scriptures, ISR)
“He who possesses the Son possesses life; he who does not possess the Son of Elohim does not possess life.” (1 John 5:12, The Scriptures, ISR) “In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace” (Ephesians 1:7, NKJV)
I thank Elohim for my son, for everyone and everything in my life! I’m so blessed to have my son. I’m so glad my abortion attempts all failed. I’m so thankful it was the through the supernatural protection of Elohim, both my son and I still safe and sound and alive today. HalleluYah! Given thanks to , for His kindness is everlasting. HalleluYah! Unlimited praise and thanks to Elohim! His goodness towards my son and me cannot be counted! To Him be blessing, power, dominion, strength and glory forever!
Spring 2012, Our Spiritual Growth
Since the beginning 2012, I started using computer to help me study the Bible. One day, I was led to find a website www.spiritlessons.com or www.divinerevelations.info. Through the site – www.divinerevelations.info, my son and I came across Derek Prince’s teachings. (Derek Prince was a well-known Bible teacher. I started listening to his teachings about deliverance and many other topics, which really were blessings to me. http://www.derekprince.com/ https://www.youtube.com/user/DerekPrinceMinistry)
Elohim guided us through His Holy Spirit/Ruach ha’Qodesh in me, through His Word – through Derek Prince’s sermons and many other sermons from other brothers and sisters in Messiah such as https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q2XsucBAlA, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sjv-oVuOEeA,https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL9gzNooIkM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h68AV0G0NtQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oxj7_9qydVM, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUjpiikVICs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oxj7_9qydVM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Odk6jf9Va8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDt1w4mzI5o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m55vULA0clU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAwkb2AcoO4)
My Communion with Elohim and Elohim’s Deliverance for Me, My Son and My Family
In those days, I was led to know that I had practiced many occult activities in my life, including seeking fortune teller for telling my future, seeking palm reading, following zodiac, horoscope, astrology, seeking median, wearing occult jewelry, reading occult books, following Feng Shui, practice yoga, practice superstitious rituals, idolatry (putting the place of men in my heart above the place of Elohim), birthday celebrations with candle blowing and cakes and hat (witchcraft participation), tried numerology, law of attraction and other new age practices, listening to worldly rock demonic music, dancing demonic dances, clubbing, friends with Satanists, having tattoo marks in my body, not following my Creator’s calendar, not keeping my Creator’s 7 appointed feasts, not keeping the Shabbat/Sabbath, observing pagan holidays such as Christmas celebrations, Easter celebrations, Halloween celebrations, Valentines’ Day celebrations, Pagan New Year celebrations and many other pagan holiday celebrations that are connected to occult practice and idol worship.
My careless idol worship also included idolizing Hollywood singers or actors or actresses, worshiping false images of Messiah in the worshiping videos (Because no one nowadays knows how Messiah really looks like, and all the images of Him were all the imagery paintings from artists and which are not His true image. Worshiping such images is idolatry.) and charm carrying … etc.
Elohim revealed to me all kinds of occults I had been involved with. By doing that, I had opened the accesses to the Devil. I suffered so much in my life, and got attacked so severely by demons. I strongly believe the real reason was that my involvement with the occults and my ancestor’s involvements with those and especially my BIG IGNORANCE of Elohim’s WORD and His protection and my missing relationship with Elohim and Master !
I hope my experience can benefit someone who practices occult and someone who knows somebody practice occult, or carelessly practiced that without realizing that. Satan is very cunning. Please be aware of his deceptions. I used to carelessly and ignorantly bring many objects or pieces of jewelry or clothing or furniture or picture home, which connects with the satanic worship and which is accursed thing. I also found satanic image on the food labels, drinks, so be aware of the deception. My spiritual eyes really got opened after I totally gave myself to Elohim. HalleluYah!
Elohim commanded His people not to practice divination and any occult activities and not to bring any accursed thing in their dwellings. The works of the Devil is to steal, kill and destroy. But the Good News is that King Messiah came to save us, so we can have life, we can have life abundantly, for He is Life, He has given my son, my husband and me and all who believes in Him everlasting life. Praise Elohim! And He has destroyed the work of the devil completely and permanently. Therefore, I confessed my sins of practicing occults and repented of those sins and all my sins, then I asked Elohim to forgive me in the name of the Messiah. I told Him I would remove all the occult objects from my possession and destroyed them completely. Thanks to the mercy, kindness and favor of Elohim, Elohim forgave me. Thanks to Derek Prince’s sermon teachings, which I benefited so much from. I went through all my personal possessions and got rid of all the cosmetic jewelry, books, and even clothing, pictures and everything that had occult patterns or symbols or images of the pagan idols in them. I burned some, and the rest which I couldn’t burn, I threw away, and decided not to do that again. This actually took me two days. You can imagine how many occult objects I had in my possession. I did a thorough spiritual house cleaning. Immediately after this cleansing, I felt light in my soul and also, I felt the atmosphere in my house get much cleaner.
In order to get myself completely delivered and get all the demonic forces out of my house, I need to ask my Elohim and Savior/Deliverer for help! For it is written (Joel 2:32) “Whosoever call on the name of shall be delivered! Therefore, I called upon Elohim in the Name of for deliverance. Then He delivered me! I thanked Elohim greatly for the fact that He had redeemed my family and me from the hand of the devil completely and permanently and He had broken the curses over us due to the amazing sacrifice Messiah had done for us all! Messiah was made a curse when He was hanged on the tree while being crucified so we could be released from curses that were due to us. He took all the punishments due to us so that we were healed. (1 Peter 2:24, Isaiah 53:5). What He has accomplished at the Stake/Cross of Galgotha/Calvary for my family and me, and for the whole world is truly Priceless!
My Master and my King has sacrificed His precious blood for my son and me, my family and the whole mankind; He bore all our sins, all our shame, all our guilt, all our pains, all our rejections, all our poverty – He died our death, the death due to us so that we could share His everlasting life. He rose again from the dead so that we would also be resurrected when He returns. HalleluYah! What amazing love and favor is that!
He has redeemed/delivered/saved us (spirit, soul and body) from the hand of devil completely and permanently, so Ha Shatan/Satan has no power over us and no unsettled claims against us anymore. His Sacrifice for us was perfect and complete! I accepted His deliverance for my family and me with thanksgiving and then exercise my Elohim-given authority to command the demons to leave me and my family in the mighty Name of Messiah and declare that all the curses over us being broken in the name of the Messiah! I also cut the evil connections and lay lines through which ha’Shatan/Satan and all his servants used to have access to my life and my family’s lives in the name of 
Messiah – this is called “practice my faith in Him” for Faith without works is dead. I claimed the deliverance and I received that by faith in the name of Messiah. I knew and I was thankful that Messiah had given me authority to exercise His Power in His Name. HalleluYah!
“But do you want to know, O foolish man, that faith without works is dead? (James 2:20, NKJV)
“Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you.” (Luke 10:19, NKJV)
HalleluYah! I Praise Elohim for His Deliverance
HALLELUYAH! Elohim has saved my son and me and my family from destruction. He has released us from all the curses. He has delivered us from all the demons. I am not afraid of demons anymore for I know I have power from my Elohim over the demons through Master . For Elohim has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, and of love and of sound mind! (2 Timothy 1:7)
Elohim has delivered me from the spirit of rejection, the spirit of suicide, the spirit of self-destruction, the spirit of witchcraft, and the spirits of all evil! I really enjoyed the complete love and protection from Him. I finally enjoyed my peaceful sleep at night, which I did not have since I was born (in flesh) until when I got born again, born of the water and of the Spirit/Ruach and when I totally surrendered all to Elohim and believed Messiah and acknowledged that He is my Savior, my King, my Master, and let Him control my life completely as my King for He truly is and He is Worthy! I’m not an orphan any more, for through Messiah , I have become a child of Elohim. I am not lonely anymore for Elohim and Messiah is in Me – the hope of glory/esteem is in me. I am not rejected any more for I have become a blessed member of the best family of the universe. I am a permanent citizen of Kingdom of Heaven. The Prince of Peace came into my life and that’s why I have peace! HalleluYah! Praise Elohim!
I felt so loved by Elohim. My Heavenly Father, my Elohim really loves me so I will love him by guarding his commands. All my wounds in my heart and soul got healed by Elohim who is really the real Healer. Even though I know I will face hard times as time passes by, I know I have the strength to overcome all the obstacles in my walk with Elohim, because my strength is from Elohim and I know I am fighting from a victory position, for King has won the battle for me, and He has completely, totally, permanently destroyed the work the devil! Elohim is with me always even to the end of the world. Since Elohim is with me and for me, who can be against me? Messiah is in me, the hope of Esteem is in me and for me, so who can be against me? No one can be against me! For Greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world. I forgave all the people who had hurt me, wronged me in my life including my husband for his failing promises to me and for every wrong he did to me, for I understood that he didn’t know better and he was just as broken as I was; and also, in order to ask Elohim to forgive me, I also needed to forgive all who have trespassed against me. I am forever thankful that my heavenly father has forgiven me for all my sins. My marriage restored, my relationship with my husband, my step kids and my son were going well. HalleluYah!
Great is and greatly to be praised, for His love for me is Everlasting! I know and experienced that no one can love me like Elohim and Master . is so good! is the only one true Elohim and He is everlasting and His kindness is everlasting! HalleluYah!
is my Savior; is my deliverer! He has made me whole; He has totally set me free. I thank Elohim for He has saved me from destruction. I have been lifted out from the miry clay by Elohim, from the horrible pit. This is like what is described in Tehillim/Psalm 40:1-3 of the Scripture: “I waited for ; and he inclined to me, and heard my cry. And He drew me out of the pit of destruction, out of the muddy clay, and He put my feet upon a rock, and He is establishing my steps. Then he put a new song in my mouth; Praise to our Elohim; Many see and revere, and trust in . (Tehillim/Psalm 40:1-3 Halleluyah Scriptures, HS)
Every moment of my life, Elohim protects my son, my family and me through the spiritual weapons He gave to us and through His presence with us and his angels around us! HalleluYah! Praise Elohim! I have built a very personal and intimate relationship with my Elohim and Father and my Master . I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM, AND STILL AND WILL ALWAYS BE DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM! I totally surrender to Elohim! HE IS MY LIFE! It is a Living relationship; It is not a dead religion.
I had been blessed with so much time! I meant the whole year 2012. I love this quiet time, studying the Word of Elohim, spending time worshiping Him, praying to Him, talk to Him, witnessing to others how great and awesome Elohim I serve! If I didn’t spend time with Elohim, I felt like as if I was like a cellphone that was out of battery. I couldn’t function normally. I need to be charged/connected to my Creator, my Elohim, my Life Giver, my Life Source every moment of my life! I had no other teacher but Elohim and Master and He guided me in my walk with Him. The devil has fled from me because I submitted to Elohim, and I resisted the Devil. As it is written in James 4:7: “So then subject yourselves to Elohim. Resist the devil and he shall flee from you. (James 4:7, Halleluyah Scriptures, HS)
I’m a living Testimony of the True Living Elohim, 
. My life is a True Testimony of the True Elohim, , who has transferred me from the kingdom of darkness to the kingdom of his son of his love. My journey of seeking Elohim and Master – my Love Pursuit Journey – my Salvation Story is best summarized by a few scripture verses such as Jeremiah 29:11-14a, Psalm 40:1-3, Psalm 23, Revelation 3:8-11:
“‘For I know the plans I am planning for you,’ declares , ‘plans of peace and not of evil, to give you an expectancy and a latter end. Then you shall call on Me, and shall come and pray to Me, and I shall listen to you. And you shall seek, and shall find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. And I shall be found by you,’ declares , ‘and I shall turn back your captivity.” (Yirmeyahu/Jeremiah 29:11-14a, Halleluyah Scriptures, HS)
“I waited for ; And He inclined to me, and heard my cry. And He drew me out of the pit of destruction, out of the muddy clay, and He put my feet upon a rock, He is establishing my steps. Then He put a new song in my mouth; Praise to our Elohim; Many see and revere, and trust in . (Tehillim/Psalm 40:1-3, HS)
“ is my shepherd; I shall not lack. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; he leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul; he leads me in the paths of righteousness for his Name’s sake. When I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil: for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You spread a table before me in the face of my enemies; You have anointed my head with oil; My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of for ever.” (Psalm 23)
“‘I know your works – see, I have put before you an open door, and no one is able to shut it- that you have little power, yet have guarded My Word, and have not denied My Name.” (Hazon/Revelation 3:8, HS)
Ever since I was a child, I believe that there is an Almighty in heaven who had important mission for me, a plan of good, not of evil. I did call upon Elohim in the midst of my trial and went and prayed to Him and I did seek Him with all my heart, I really found Him and He had set me free – He delivered me from the hands of the devil completely – He drew me out of the pit of destruction and He has set an open door before me, no one is able to shut it. HalleluYah! His Word is Amazing! His Word is so True! His Promises never fail!
In 2012, shortly after my rebaptism, I noticed that I was really being renewed/transformed, for I lost my old desire of going clubbing, watching Hollywood/secular movies, listening to the worldly songs, doing the worldly things I used to do. I started seeking my daily joy from the Living Word, the living relationship I have with my Elohim and Savior. All my family witnessed my transformation. As it is written in 2 Corinthians 5:17) : “Therefore, if anyone is in Mashiach, he is a renewed creature – the old have passed away, see, all have become renewed! (2 Corinthians 5:17, Halleluyah Scriptures, HS)
The Word of Elohim, the power of the Ruach ha’Qodesh/Holy Spirit transformed me to a renewed creature and gave me a renewed mind – to have the mind of Messiah and live a qodesh/holy life. For my body is the temple of the Holy Spirit/Ruach ha’Qodesh. I am the Body of Messiah. And I knew that I need to walk as Messiah walked. And I need to abide in Him for He is my Savior, my life Giver! Without Him, I can do nothing.
Of course I have to say it was comparatively easier for me to live a holy/qodesh life then for I didn’t go to the outside world and didn’t have much interaction with other people except my family who I had made peace already. At that time, I was not deeply rooted in the Word for then I only read Bible/the Scriptures once, only live partially according to the Word. I was growing in the Word but slowly. But Elohim knew that I love Him, and I have an obedient heart and I love to keep His commands and I love His Word. He was very patient with me and He blessed me abundantly in my walk with Him. HalleluYah, Praise Elohim!
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Scripture Verses:
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said to him, “I am the Way, and the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.” (Yohanan/John 14:6, ISR)
“And said to them, “I am the bread of life. He who comes to Me shall not get hungry at all, and he who believes in Me shall not get thirsty at all. But I said to you that you have seen Me, and still do not believe.”” (John 6:35-36, The Scriptures, ISR) “All that the Father gives Me will come to Me, and the one who comes to Me I will by no means cast out. For I have come down from heaven, not to do My own will, but the will of Him who sent Me. This is the will of the Father who sent Me, that of all He has given Me I should lose nothing, but should raise it up at the last day. And this is the will of Him who sent Me, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in Him may have everlasting life; and I will raise him up at the last day.” (John 6:37-40, NKJV)
“I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?” (John 11:25-26, NKJV)
“And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: Elohim was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, Seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory.” (1 Timothy 3:16, The Complete Messianic Aleph Tav Scriptures, William H. Sanford)
“That at the name of Y’shua every knee should bow, of (beings) in heaven and on earth and under the earth; and that every tongue should confess that Master YHWH is Y’shua Mashiyach to the glory of Elohim his Father.” (Philippians 2:10-11, Aramaic English New Testament, AENT)
(Philippians 2:10-11, Aramaic English New Testament)
“But now having been set free from sin, and having become servants of Elohim, you have your fruit to holiness, and the end, everlasting life. For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of Elohim is eternal life in Messiah our Master.” (Romans 6:22-23)
(Romans 6:22-23, Aramaic English New Testament)
“Yohanan, to the seven assemblies that are in Asia: Favor to you and peace from Him who is and who was and who is coming, and from the seven Spirits who are before His throne, and from Messiah, the trustworthy witness, the firstborn from the dead, and the ruler of the sovereigns of the earth. To Him who loved us and washed us from our sins in His own blood, and has made us sovereigns and priests to His Elohim and Father, to Him be esteem and rule forever and ever. Amen. See, He is coming with clouds, and every eye will see Him, even they who pierced Him. And all the tribes of the earth shall mourn because of Him. Yes, Amen.” (Hazon/Revelation 1:4-7, The Scriptures, ISR)
“Then I looked, and behold, a Lamb standing on Mount Zion, and with Him one hundred and forty-four thousand, having His Father’s name written on their foreheads.” (Revelation 14:1, NKJV)
“They shall see His face, and His name shall be on their foreheads.” (Revelation 22:4, NKJV)
“And the twenty-four elders sitting before Elohim on their thrones fell on their faces and worshipped Elohim, saying, ‘We give You thanks, O El Shaddai, the One who is and who was and who is coming, because You have taken Your great power and reigned.’” (Hazon/Revelation 11:17, HS)
“Worthy is the Lamb who was slain to receive power and riches and wisdom, And strength and honor and glory and blessing!” (Revelation 5:12b, NKJV)
“Blessing and honor and glory and power Be to Him who sits on the throne, And to the Lamb, forever and ever!” (Revelation 5:13b, NKJV)
“And behold, I am coming quickly, and My reward is with Me, to give to every one according to his work. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last.” (Revelation 22:12-13, NKJV)
“I am the ‘Aleph’ and the ‘Tau’, Beginning and End,” says “who is and who was and who is to come, El Shaddai.” (Hazon/Revelation 1:8, HS)
“See, He is coming with the clouds, and every eye shall see Him, even they who pierced Him. And all the tribes of the earth shall mourn because of Him. Yes, Amen.” (Hazon/Revelation 1:7, HS)
“And this is everlasting life, that they should know You, the only true Elohim, and Messiah whom You have sent.” (Yohanan/John 17:3, The Scriptures, ISR)
Notes and Bibliography
The Scripture verses in this article are from the following:
- HalleluYah Scriptures (HS)
- The Scriptures, ISR
- The Complete Messianic Aleph Tav Scriptures, William H. Sanford
- Aramaic English New Testament (AENT)
- New King James Version (NKJV)
- The Interlinear Bible Hebrew English by Jay P. Green, Sr.
Hebrew Fonts Resources: www.ancient-hebrew.org
Other Resources in this article include:
Lyrics of the song “WITH ALL I AM” By Hill Song
Video URLs:
“Amazing Love”, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avJ4lDnZWRU
https://www.youtube.com/user/DerekPrinceMinistry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q2XsucBAlA, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sjv-oVuOEeA,https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL9gzNooIkM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h68AV0G0NtQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oxj7_9qydVM, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUjpiikVICs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oxj7_9qydVM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Odk6jf9Va8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDt1w4mzI5o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m55vULA0clU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAwkb2AcoO4)
